well
it's been like hell recently
maybe till the end of this semester I'll still feel like what I feel now
I don't want to say it again... something like"I am overwhelmed"
come on
I need to buck up
I am growing up
at least I've learned some lessons after a series of dumbness and carelessness
which has got me into trouble and panic
I must realize: trouble is a friend of life
though my grammar may not be progressing
though my vocabulary still hasn't been enlarged
though my method of learning is still not efficient
though I am still sloppy
I am trying to change now
I can't say that I've had enough because it's still not enough to really awake me from being lazy and careless
got to sleep, I guess
Everything will be better
as I see everything in a better perspective...